I am growing as fast as I need to.
I used to stress over milestones.
Independent at eighteen –
(House, car, job)
PHD fast track by twenty-one –
(With someone else’s money)
Married by twenty-three –
(It didn’t matter who)
Exactly three children by thirty –
(By Whocares, my darling)
And of course I laugh now.
Not because those things aren’t possible –
They were possible for me.
I laugh because I know happiness.
I’m not sure I’ll be happy forever.
I’m sure happiness doesn’t work like that.
Pursuing checkpoints along a road…
Gave way to being swept up by a river…
To the edges of a glade full of trees…
And I became a seed there…
The boughs of my branches stretch up like thousands of roads…
If I look to my roots, what should I see
But the worlds I have seen
Outside of my wildest dreams.
No road could have taken me here.
I am growing as fast as I need to.